The Curious Case of Anil Roberts: Roller Coaster Return to Grace Pt. 1

Mostly known for his involvement in the now scandalous LifeSportt programme, Anil Roberts’ rise to parliamentary stardom was spearheaded by his involvement in the affairs of the Trinidad & Tobago sporting world. His accolades have him down as a former Olympic Swimming coach, one of the persons responsible for moulding the talent of our most credible athlete in the 50M pool, George Bovell III. His charismatic side was quickly shadowed by his lack of charm as he showcased his “talent” as a sports commentator on the show stylised as SPALK (Sports Talk), something like a lighter less talented version of Shaka Hislop for ESPN FC, on the local station The Gayelle. After having a successful spell on television this put Mr. Roberts’ rise to stardom on an uphill climb, so much that he was tipped for a place in the United National Congress’ party as a parliamentarian. The then “Honourable” Anil Roberts was first elected to the House of Representatives on May 24th 2010 as the member for D’Abadie/O’Meera for the snap general election, then appointed Minister of Sport and Youth Affairs on May 29th 2010 and subsequently the Minister of Sport from 27th June, 2011 to 31st July, 2014.

In typical “opposition now turned victorious party” fashion Roberts in his first days on the job condemned the former PNM administration and more surprisingly the SPORTT (Sport Company of Trinidad and Tobago) by brandishing it as “Madness” supported with the slew of financial mismanagement accusations, “omissions, errors, impropriety and downright corrupt practices….. from the Caribbean Games, which never came off, to the legacy flag at Hasley Crawford Stadium, to the hiring of interns, the leasing of expensive SUVs, duplication of duties/responsibilities and the creation of a ghost roof at the stadium”. A fitting speech for what was soon to come.

A series of events followed along the trail, with plans to implement programmes in various communities throughout Trinidad and Tobago. One of which, (in conjunction with then Minister of National Security Mr. Austin Jack Warner) would be labelled as the “Hoop for Life” basketball competition  which was unveiled in July 2012, with an appearance by 4× NBA Champion, 3× NBA Finals MVP & NBA Hall of Famer, Shaquille O’Neal who was paid an undisclosed sum by the then PP (People’s Partnership) Government even though he “happened to be in the country” as purported by Mr. Warner. Hosting a total of 60 basketball teams in an effort to reach over 33 embattled and at risk communities, was then apart of the LifeSportt initiative which in the words of Mr. Roberts wanted to expand the programme to an additional 6r communities. The estimated span of the competition would be once every 3 years as stated by Mr. Warner.


The Hoop for Life competition with an initial bill to launch the campaign with $300,000 in taxpayers money was estimated to cost a grand total of 36 Million over a 3 year period or 12 Million per year. Hoop For Life then, from October 2012 to September 2013 spent an estimated 2 Million in leasing 19 cars, 5 SUVs and hiring 24 drivers for the initiative. This was defended by then Finance Minister Larry Howai by stating that it was only 1 vehicle that was leased. The first leg of the competition saw the grand prize of 1 Million dollars being awarded to the Laventille basketball team, $500,000 for Second Place and $250,000 for Third Place. In March of 2013 Prime Minister Kamla Persad-Bissessar increased the 1 Million dollar 1st prize to 1.5 Million for that year. A spokesman said in reply o the question, Has the programme exceeded it’s 12 Million budget? they’re still paying bills from last year. “I can’t say”. 

One of the rules of the game was that any player who ran afoul of the law will be expelled from the programme “For six months, the 720 players maintained a 100% crime-free record. No one was arrested nd there was no acts of violence. This is something to be proud of.”

However after costing the Government over 70 Million in less than 2 years, the Hoop for Life programme had to be reviewed. A statement made by National Security Minister, Gary Griffith (Austin Jack Warner’s successor after leaving of his own volition due to a slew of accusations of criminal wrong doings from financial impropriety to bribery during his stand as FIFA Vice President).

As was previously mentioned the LIFESport programme launched in June 2012 was aimed to cater for youths between the ages 16 to 25 and is said to have been fixated in 33 communities throughout the country (later expanded to 65). at its inception a total of 60 participants were involved in the programme at each venue where they old then undergo training in three porting disciplines ( Football, Cricket & Basketball) as well as undergo Life Skills and personal development programmes. The sole function of LIFESport was an attempt to “roll back the tide against criminals and criminality in out counrty. It was specifically focused on saving the lives of young men ( between the ages of 16 and 25) who needed to be protected from criminals who routinely preyed on them, and (the programme was meant to instead) to help shape positive futures for these young people.” – KPB 2014

Let’s talk about Sex….. In Schools Part. 1

Something that has been the topic of conversation for years among our peers from the teenages (those who are excited, based on peer pressure/images purported by media houses and the latest episode of your favourite TV series) to the elderly (those from the previous generations that made  mistakes which caused a deep regret) and yet still a taboo topic to many is the subject of sexual activity, in general and more specifically, sexual activity among young persons with our school systems. 

One of the main points in combating the discussion of sexual activity in schools is “at what age are children wise/mature enough, to keep an in depth discourse about sexual activity?” Now let’s go back to the topic being one that’s taboo. With the dawn of the technological era leading to the advent of social media and by extension the introduction of High Speed Internet as a “basic need” in every home our youth are being constantly bombarded with the idea of sexual activity being a regular entity in our livelihood. But is it not? And why was it being stifled as a topic of conversation by those in a higher authority? 

One of the answers to this question was that religions, all in its own rights saw the topic of sex and sexual activity as being something wholly and solely for adults. Adjectives as “sexy” was as close as saying the word “f_ck” in your mother’s house…. Forbidden. Chastity was promoted while promiscuity was a devil’s action, additionally if a child even harboured thoughts of sexual acts they had to be bathed in holy water, repent, say a couple Hail Mary’s or else be shunned by their congregation.

Now fast forward, it’s 2017 and over the years the topic of teenage pregnancy has been, and  is still alive today, the battle between pro-life and pro-choice has become more vocal and parents, ideally, for the most part are becoming more involved in their children’s daily activities. However, most of the same trends that occurred during the times of our parents during yester-year are still happening today….. So why are we so intent on not acting on or changing our approach to an age old problem and that is addressing the elephant in the room.

We Jammin’ Still: Reflections of Trinbago Society

What most of Trinidad and Tobago citizens feel as a result of the most recent murder of another young woman

As the song begins you’re drawn in by the sound of a drum set crashing a ridiculous solo followed by a vibration of sounds all mixing together to produce what many would agree to be the song of the season. Maximus Dan going by the sobriquet of MX Prime is charted to stamp his name into the Carnival history books as a clear favourite for this year’s Road March, and quite possibly Soca Monarch as well. More recently a pore raising rendition of the “We doh business” refrain has been performed by the “Silver Stars” steel band for the Panorama Prelims at the band’s pan-yard. In front of an enthused crowd of steelpan lovers, well wishers, and all throughout Social Media for many to experience some of our culture. One particular video garnering 4000 views in 3 hours and at least 205 shares. As I, along with the rest of Trinidad and Tobago, The Caribbean and by extension the world anxiously anticipate the “Greatest Show on Earth” I think we have been missing the point and a greater message that has been encoded into the lyrics of the song. Every time it plays, it reminds us that we, as a people really ‘doh business’.

Recession doh bother we…. Promote a fete, and you will see…. The treasury could bun down…. We Jammin’ Still’…. Economy could fall down we Jammin’ Still’…. The city, could bun down…. We Jammin’Still!! The building, could fall down…. We Jammin’…

As I begin and continue to write the current murder toll for Trinidad and Tobago has moved from 50 to 60 persons in only 35 days for the year 2017. More alarming is the crimes that have been committed against women in the country, in what can only be seen as the plot of a taken movie. There has been talk that the presence of a kidnapping/organ harvesting ring has emerged here in this country and even though it is hard to take seriously, the constant disappearances of persons and no closure makes it easy to believe. Supporting this is the close proximity Trinidad has with other Latin American countries mostly known to be involved in the illegal gun and drug trade, as well as where hardship has become a daily reality Venezuela being a prime example:

“Kidneys make up 75% of the global illicit trade in organs, Noel estimates. Rising rates of diabetes, high blood pressure and heart problems are causing demand for kidneys to far outstrip supply. Data from the WHO shows that of the 106,879 solid organs known to have been transplanted in 95 member states in 2010 (legally and illegally), about 73,179 (68.5%) were kidneys. But those 106,879 operations satisfied just 10% of the global need, the WHO said.”

With porous borders and a lack of a serious approach towards the Drug-Trade/Transhipment hub that Trinidad and Tobago provides, it only leads to a drastic increase in criminal activity in the crudest of nature. What also continues however, is the blame game that each passing and current government administration plays, all in an effort to gain political points towards their next agenda, be it either positive or negative.Screenshot_20170131-094853.png

Statements such as these, made by the former prime minister of the country is tantamount to inciting a riot, violence and vigilantism especially as the population becomes more desperate and demand a solution to the problem of crime and criminality from the powers that be, and with good reason. A new study done by the IDB [Inter-American Development Bank] shines a floodlight on the financial support that the country pledged towards its crime fighting initiatives. And quite frankly it’s a waste of taxpayers money with poor detection rates and lenient sentences for extreme crimes many are disappointed, disgusted and frustrated with the state of affairs in the country. But say what….. We Jammin’ Still’

Trumped: 9/11 meets 11/9

As usual my alarm rang out at 6:15am in an effort to get myself prepared for the day’s work. While waking up my wife turned on the television and I heard her exclaim “Babe!!”…. at that moment my mouth dropped as the headline on CNN read Trump elected as 45th President of the United States……

The day before, at work during our Post Lunch banter I told our group that Trump has a higher chance than ever now to win the elections as his campaign was using more logical (and I use this term loosely) rhetoric as opposed to the message of fearing the opposition which is what Secretary Clinton and her campaign was trying to drive through. They spoke of “No black person is going to vote for Trump” where I challenged saying that there is a lesser minority of each minority group, that think differently from the greater majority. Additionally the fact that United States population are firstly a proud people and secondly a patriotic people with that being said the controversial allegations surrounding both candidates were put on a scale where it was weighed, measured and the decision was then made to see which were the lesser of the two evils. During their campaign Trump began and ended with highlighting 1. War on ISIS 2. Getting Muslims out of the U.S. 3. The great wall of Mexico 4. Hilary Clinton and e-mail gate 5. The Obama administration and its “failed” policies, it was with this lead that Secretary Clinton was made to follow by trying to debunk these accusations repeatedly during debates and public meetings and so on. His repetition was important as he gave his honest unadulterated opinion, mostly what the vast majority of American people were thinking. We touched a bit on immigration policy, where in Trinidad and Tobago most persons have family members that live abroad, I myself have a few uncles, aunts cousins that reside in US and are unsure of their status there and what may happen moving forward. On the flip side where a few army reserves were present during our discussion brought up the message of what the process is like in the event of a war outbreak.

Donald J Trump defied odds coming in as a handicapped dark horse into a race with thoroughbreds and became what some would class as the joke that would never end, but somehow…… became the stallion that pulled ahead in the end. It’s my belief that history repeated itself, not American history, but Trin-bagonian history. The result of this election could be compared on similar lines to that of the Trinidad and Tobago election of May 25th, 2010 where the status-quo was changed, this sentiment was also shared post election, where a Trump supporter stated “a vote for Hilary Clinton was a vote for the status-quo”. This was initially the problem with most persons I spoke with, in saying that Hilary Clinton’s success in the election would mean another e-mail gate, more broken promises and not enough deliveries to the people which in essence was the major divide of the US population. The election and issues leading up to the election itself brought out the worst in people, where we saw a bit of White Supremacist behaviours the re-emergence of the KKK as a detriment to the development of US cultural synergy, the use of the Confederate Flag, The Black Lives Matter Movement, Anti-Muslim Sentiments, Capitalist Patriarchy, Sexual Assault, the American Anthem protests among other issues all of which in its own way played a part in the results of the Presidential Election. If this did anything, it showed what America is made of, a large population of people all living on a knife’s edge.

The feeling that most persons had both on social media and through my conversations reflected the way I felt when the People’s Partnership was elected. I felt afraid, disappointed, helpless, betrayed, lost, lonely, confused, heartbroken, angry in a nutshell I felt hate, and I hated that feeling. As a young black male in a country that fears me, I didn’t have any options open to me for those 5 years if it weren’t shrouded in some sort of controversy or re-active action, and became the usual gift recipient where they were trying to get re-elected. Today held a great sense of uncertainty as we kept our television sets glued to international news and this is normal, it is what should be expected during the transition phase. I empathise with the US and I understand what they are feeling, however they should not feel what I felt, but do what I did, and that’s pick their heads up, strap on their boots and be ready to move when the flood waters come because those who fail to be prepared will get left behind.

My main concern however is for a friend who’s heading to the United States in a few weeks, with his mom to aid her while she undergoes a surgical procedure. They are both Muslim.

So in the macro scope of things just exactly what does this mean for Trinidad and Tobago, our economy, the value of our money, trade movements, immigration/emigration ….. only time will tell for now though, we wait with fingers crossed as a Business man with questionable tactics and no parliamentary experience now holds the reigns as the leader of the free world.

Lif3 L3$$on$

Over the past couple of days I’ve been in  a bit of a slump. Been looking for direction but have been unable to find it. It’s mainly because life itself has been nothing more than a routine for these few months. Mainly because that time is almost here…..

So with that being said, Friday while I was with my dad chillin, him scrolling through his Facebook news feed and me star gazing, I noticed something peculiar.

A spider…

Came from somewhere unknown but here nonetheless. I watched as it walked up my father’s arm, and slowly made a Web line across the staircase towards the plant next to me.

It lingered…

Taking my eyes off of it, it disappeared, thinking it’s never to be seen again, but through the gleam of the moonlight I could still see the Web it left behind. Still standing, still strong. The only thing at this point that could bring it down was the force of someone that wanted it to be removed.


A few minutes went by and she emerged again, using the same line to head back to my father’s side. But I told him about it, and with the flick of his finger it went flying. However, it didn’t go far. Drifting back to our front gate she stood still for a moment…. at rest, calculating her next move.

What next?

Forgetting almost entirely what my dad was talking about, I kept my gaze fixated in her. Where are you going? What’re you doing? Up was the answer. She slowly made her way up, threading her Web to higher heights, making her way to the electricity line suspended above us maybe 15 feet over our heads.

Then on to another one

Slowly…. methodically….

And when she tried to go to our house…

An owl came….


And she was gone.

So what did you learn?

Persistence is enough to get you out of a tough situation. Maybe when you need a new start there’s nothing wrong with turning to a new direction. You can learn from your past by back tracking and seeing where you came from, the mistakes you’ve made, and what you’ve done. There’s nothing wrong with aiming for higher heights. The only thing that’s stopping you from achieving this is what you let your mind tell you, when doubt comes in cast it away. When you do get to the top move on to your next venture but be careful of those around you, as you can get knocked off your road to success by unsuspecting characters.

Sometimes… Nature is the best teacher… if you look closely enough.

Writing Vows

Ask me to write something that I know about, usually I can but as of late I cant muster the acumen to write about what means to world to me. I think that this comes from wanting to exceed my potential and leave a dent in the mind of my loved ones that I truly can and would do the things that I say I can to. Its something like preparing for your Masters thesis where you have to stand in front of the school board and faculty heads of department and give them this piece of work you have been preparing for. This ground breaking study has to be perfectly executed and delivered even though there would be room left for scrutiny by most in the room, the end result has to be that you know what you are talking about, you’re versed in this field of study, and the work you are putting forward has to be efficient and fluid enough that the board takes you seriously enough to give you the nod of approval. At that moment it’s no longer about who you are, but what you say. should you mess up at any point it would be difficult to recover. No I won’t be doing the conventional run of the mill writing, this would be my biggest test, And I would be passing with distinctions

Poetry Corner [Apr. Day 30]

April Poetry Challenge, by the 2 Cents Movement on Facebook an activist group that focuses on youth development centered around the arts. It allowed me to channel my creativity into something that I absolutely love to do and that’s write poetry. Day 30 was dedicated towards writing a poem that you have always been afraid of writing. In this case I was always afraid of publishing this one, as I wrote it originally in 2011 and it was dedicated to someone who I deeply had an affection for but could not be with. It was because of this, that I wrote a few poetry pieces dedicated to that person being able to express the feelings that I could not have those days past. Its called Asthma.

Day 30


How do you run when you’ve got Asthma
The question to which I can’t find the answer
To some on the outside they’d think it’s not as serious as Cancer
But it is….

You see asthma, has the strength of Aries
Cuz there’s no way you can move when you cease to breathe
This chronic lung disease if not given the proper attention
Leaves the unsuspecting man too ill – prepared to counteract

As a matter of fact lemme break it down for you

The physical embodiment of a heart stopper stands no more than 5 ‘ 5 with short hair and killer brown eyes. Joy as a result is ever-present and lights up a room like effervescence, conversations sweetened like juice with vanilla essence maintaining a heavenesque presence leaving your heart singing like Evenesence – Bring me to life

Like a dog chasing its tail you won’t know what to do if you catch it
so I’ll put down my inhaler and chase you in my dreams